A Mixup Mystification

No. not girly.

2011-01-19T01:18:00.001+08:00

I guess, after cutting my hair into shoulder length, I changed a little. Just now when my hair was oily and needed shampoo, I felt ugly and regret cutting it. And now after shampooing, while looking at the mirror, plus the middle parting, I feel strong, not girly anymore, no dresses, if I have the body I wanna rock some pants, with some boyfriend clothings. I guess that's how one changes when her hairstyle changed?

It's quite bad when you get things too easily, you know what I mean? You stop working hard. Mmmm. A strong mindset might help.

占星资料－上升星座为双子座的解释

2011-01-07T02:45:00.003+08:00

双子座在第一宫

上升星座为双子座的人具有独创性的想法，并且可能会是那些在团体中居于领导地位的人。他们具有凭空将计划具体化的本事，并且能将科学的方法运用在这些计划上。由于上升星座为双子座的人是以点子多见称，因此他们最具力量的本钱，便是他们的聪明才智。

巨蟹座在第二宫

上升星座为双子座的人，可以利用他们与生俱来的应变能力，以及他们对周遭人、事的快速的反应力来赚钱。他们常常能察觉到目前市场所需求的东西是什么，所以他们可以靠提供这些市场需求来赚钱。上升星座在双子座的人情绪与财务方面事宜通常都有相互关系。他们喜欢把某项东西，某件事物堆在一起，然后尽全力地保护这些东西。

狮子座在第三宫

　上升星座为双子座的人具有创造性地思考能力，并且能精力充沛地将创意想法付诸行动。他们常会有夸大且引人注目地主意，而这些精神上地创造力，常可透过艺术的方式表现出来。上升星座为双子座的人喜欢因为享乐和激发创造力的理由而旅行，也比较会为了要探望自己所爱的人而旅行。

处女座在第四宫

上升星座为双子座的人偏爱，并且常常自己就是那些选择将自己的职业与工作场所安置在家中的人。他们会尽全力为家人服务，并且会是那种在家里非常严谨、一丝不苟而又敏锐的人。上升星座为双子座的人会不断地移动，如果可能的话，他们也会为了自己的投资而安排旅行拜访。

天秤座在第五宫

对于上升星座在双子座的人，和别人合伙是表现自己创造力的最佳管道。他们容易受到高尚、优雅且和气的人所吸引。他们可以从倾听音乐以及在社交场合中与人做知性的双向沟通，而获得他们对美的享受。通常旁人较不易察觉这些人所具有的艺术天分，但事实上，上升上升星座在双子座的人都具有心灵上以及情感上的艺术能力。

天蝎座在第六宫

上升星座为双子座的人，由于天蝎座位在第六宫，因此必须要经由工作以及服务来使自己的精神获得新生。唯有透过将脑中的概念有效地发挥在实际的表现中，上升星座在双子座的人才能转变自我，并且能获得生活中的一个新起点。

由于双子座所主宰的是精神方面的系统，而第六宫的位置又是这么一个高度感性的天蝎座所在，因此上升星座在双子座的人，健康状况会因此受到他们自己对欲望表达的强烈影响。因此这些人有必要学习如何让自己的心情平稳，以增进自己的健康状况。

射手座在第七宫

对于选择自己想要建立的人际关系时，上升星座为双子座的人会倾向于重视对方的道德、宗教以及哲学观等方面。他们通常都会拥有幸福的婚姻，并且能与大众维持良好的人际关系。

摩羯座在第八宫

上升星座为双子座的人会坚持在与别人合伙的关系中，一定要获得公平的利润，否则他们便无法认为自己是成功的。就算他们有幸能获得别人的遗产，他们也通常会被遗产所牵涉的官司诉讼缠身。另外，上升星座在双子座的人还会籍由购买保险来保护自己。

水瓶座在第九宫

由于水瓶座在第九宫，因此影响了上升星座为双子座的人在宗教、哲学以及有关更高等的教育等方面事务的看法，他会因而持有较激进、不寻常以及较自我解放的观点。他们同时也喜欢与投入或置身这些事务的人有所接触。

上升星座为双子座的人，对于外国的文化有着强烈的好奇心，他们并会设法利用旅行等方式，来学习这些不同的变化。由于他们总会有突如其来的灵感，因此他们常常可能会在毫无准备的情况下，便展开一段长途旅行。

双鱼座在第十宫

受到双鱼座位置的影响，上升星座为双子座的人，在有关工作及自己公众名声方面，会有超凡脱俗、爱幻想的倾向，而不总是非常实际现实的。在职业方面，这些人会显得难以捉摸、难以掌握的样子。有时候可能会有一些较特殊的状况发生在他们的工作上，而且他们的工作方面也可能常常牵扯到一些神秘的事件。

白羊座在第十一宫

上升星座为双子座的人，经常会为了要结交新朋友而努力。他们常常会将老朋友先暂时丢在一旁，自行加入另一个新的集团，然后一段时间后又回到原来的朋友身旁。他们也比较会可以在交友上组织一些小团体。上升星座在双子座的人在表达自己的愿望及欲望时，总是显得非常有活力，并且会试着以崭新且不寻常的方式来达成这些愿望。

金牛座在第十二宫

受到金牛座在第十二宫的位置影响，上升星座为双子座的人比较容易受到已过去的事情的影响，而且这种情况并不容易改变。他们虽然觉得自己并不是个很固执的人，但其实潜意识中，上升星座在双子座的人是非常坚持己见的。而这种下意识里对于物质生活的欲求，便有可能是招致他们失败的原因。

上升星座在你星盘中的意义，代表小时候出生当时，周遭的生活环境、家庭环境与社会环境等外界环境，所形塑出来的你，因此由上升可以知道你小时候家里可能的经济状况与教养方式，造成你习惯带著上升这块“面具”来面对世人，所以这块“面具”，一会影响你的长相、气质、体态等外貌，二会决定你期许别人怎么看你，你认为如何表现才会被接受，所以上升会造成一般人对你的第一印象，三会主导你遇到任何状况的第一防卫机制，所以容易活出该星座的缺点或滥用该星座的优点。总之，上升星座一点都不秘密，他是每一个人最容易被其他人看到的公开“面具”，所以，当我们见到每个人的第一眼通常都是先看到他的上升星座，开始变成朋友或一起共事时，才会看到他的太阳如何表现自己，至于月亮往往要熟悉到一个程度，甚至要与对方生活在一起时，才能感觉到他的月亮所表现出的情感态度与情绪反应。

请记得上升毕竟只是一个人格面具，并非真实的自我，尤其是一些过度习惯带著面具而造成三十岁之后只会演出上升的人，就永远只能活出别人期望的假我，活出性格中最肤浅浮泛的自己，如此太依赖面具而压抑人格的其他部分，对于自我的成长与发展是有百害而无一利的。所以，没事还是要去思考太阳带个你的人生目标，如果能实现会对你有什么意义；心情不好的时候，也要懂得多多关照自己的月亮，做一些能让自己有更多安全感与爱的活动，进一步再搭配上升来帮助太阳实现目标与月亮滋润自己，这样不但不会被上升反客为主，反而能整合出更多元化却又更圆满丰足的自我。

2010-11-28T16:43:00.000+08:00

It's hard. Being against yourself. You want it. But you don't have the guts to want it. You are always secretly dreaming, analyze, and stop dreaming. Perhaps it's better to just stay quiet in the corner, hiding, giving up..

Am I born to do this?

2010-11-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

I've been so serious lately about what I'm gonna do later in my life. I've stopped making those little girly dreams I used to have. Although there is a small part of it present within me, I can feel myself constantly controlling it from overpowering me, I wanna stay focused.

It's a good feeling when you're totally focused and prepare for your future, but there's a totally different feeling when you start doubting about yourself.

I used to have this dream of ballet, that even though I started older than the ordinary dancers, I can make it one day if I really work hard for it. That, in fact, is something I should stop dreaming about cuz it's really unrealistic.

But this, I don't know. Is it something you can achieve by working hard and a bit of luck, of something like ballet, something which you should stop dreaming about, and wake up, do the real stuff.

I wished I have received compliment from people that I am born to do this, or I am talented in these stuff. I'm not sure without talent or a bit of necessary skills and creativity, should I invest myself and money in it, or instead just like anybody else, immerse myself in the boring usual careers.

Guide me.

我的星盘-超准的！！！

2010-10-30T00:44:00.005+08:00

太陽狮子座 23°38'47" 第3宫(兄弟宫)

太阳是个发光体，它就像是生命能量的来源，给予地球光和热，因此太阳具有生命潜能的特质，象征着个人的能力、精力与权力，此即太阳的三力说。个人很容易对太阳所落入的星座与宫位相关的生活领域产生兴趣，进而去学习成为一项专长，因此占星学者常透过太阳所落入的星座，诠释个人的基本性格，并藉由太阳所落入的宫位，推论命主人生中所追求的重要生活领域。

占星学透过后天十二宫来象征人生中重要的十二种生活领域，而第三宫称为兄弟宫，顾名思义，此宫与兄弟姊妹有关，但第三宫有「邻近的环境」之意，因此也被引申为邻居、亲戚，广义来说，邻近的环境也包含交通工具、短期旅行、讯息传递(沟通)、基础教育等。

当星盘中的太阳落入了第三宫，你可能会比同侪还早意识到学习的重要性，有机会在基础教育的阶段获得不错的成绩或特殊表现。你相当重视与兄弟姊妹或邻居之间的互动关系，有时就像个孩子王一样带领着大家。除此之外，你还相当注重自己的沟通能力与信息搜集，善于透过说话或写作来表达自我意志，表达能力甚佳。平日喜欢在国内到处游玩，拓展视野，对于交通工具有兴趣，可能热爱驾驶，或者是个汽车迷或铁道迷等。

月亮巨蟹座 6° 2'55" 第1宫(命宫)

月亮是距离地球最近的星体，受到物理的引力作用，影响着潮汐的涨潮与退潮，因此占星学者认为月亮主宰着人们的情绪波动与情感状态，属于较内心层面的作用力，就如同我们常听到的「月亮代表我的心」一样。占星家常透过月亮所落入的星座来诠释个人情感的表现方式与习惯，并且透过月亮所落入的宫位来推论个人情感投射与展现的重要生活领域。

占星学透过后天十二宫来象征人生中重要的十二种生活领域，而第一宫称为命宫，顾名思义，此宫与自己、身体、外表、性格、秉赋、体质、健康、能力、寿命有关。第一宫是生命的开端，此宫的起始点就是我们常听到的上升星座(ASC)，因此也可以从第一宫来观察你给人的第一印象。

当星盘中的月亮落入了第一宫，你的感情充沛，有念旧的倾向，有时候对事情的反应会较为情绪化，一旦情绪低落就可能会持续很久。你有着母性的特质，喜欢照顾别人，而且相当重视安全感，对于不熟悉的人事物或环境，容易表现出自我防卫的本能。你从小可能就有着过人的记忆力，平时喜欢透过文字来抒发心情。

水星处女座 20°19'54" 第4宫(田宅宫)

水星是离太阳最近的一颗星，常伴随于太阳左右，自古太阳都是天上的国王，而水星就像是国王的使者，在左右传递讯息，负责沟通协调，因此占星学者认为水星象征着思维逻辑、沟通能力、商业交易等。占星家常透过水星所落入的星座来诠释个人的思维逻辑与沟通互动方式，并且透过水星所落入的宫位来推论个人常思考、讨论与辩证的重要生活领域。

占星学透过后天十二宫来象征人生中重要的十二种生活领域，而第四宫又称为田宅宫，顾名思义，此宫与土地、房产、不动产、地底资源有关。第四宫就像是个人的根源，因此也被引申为父亲、家族、家乡、祖先等。此外，此宫还代表了个人的晚年生活与身后事。

当星盘中的水星落入了第四宫，家庭就像是你的学习资源，透过与父母或家族成员沟通与互动的过程，会培养你的逻辑思维能力。除此之外，你也经常思考家庭、家族、晚年生活等事务，可能会对土地房产、矿产或地底资源的相关知识产生兴趣，有机会从事不动产或原物料等相关领域的销售工作。

金星狮子座 3°30'36" 第2宫(财帛宫)

金星是由罗马神话中主管爱与美的维纳斯女神所守护，因此占星学者很自然的就以金星来象征艺术、美感、爱情、娱乐、社交、愉悦等等，金星是属于感官式的享受，所以常与金钱或物质有关，为财富象征之一。占星家常透过金星所落入的星座来诠释个人如何在爱情中表达情感的方式与个人对于社交与美学的态度，并且透过金星所落入的宫位来推论个人表现艺术气息、美感与浪漫的生活领域。

占星学透过后天十二宫来象征人生中重要的十二种生活领域，而第二宫称为财帛宫，顾名思义，此宫与金钱、动产、正财、资产、个人资源、有价证券有关。俗语说：「财为养命之源」，第二宫主宰了个人一生所拥有的资源多寡，如何获得与运用。

当星盘中的金星落入了第二宫，你可能有着不错的正财运，有机会可以透过女性、艺术、音乐、美术、合伙、珠宝、休闲娱乐等领域得财，但应小心对金钱的态度不能过于浪漫、懒散、或是只懂得享受，平时应多储蓄以备不时之需。若是金星的状态良好，爱情也可能会为你带来财富，或舒适的物质享受。

火星金牛座 22° 7'35" 第12宫(玄秘宫)

火星是由罗马神话中主管战争的马尔斯战神所守护，因此占星学者很自然的就以火星来象征战争、军事、暴力、竞争、野心等等，火星的表达是属于冲动式，爆发力旺盛，所以常与性冲动、征服感有关。占星家常透过火星所落入的星座来诠释个人发脾气的样子、喜欢的性爱模式等，并且透过火星所落入的宫位来推论个人欲望或企图心表现的重要生活领域。

占星学透过后天十二宫来象征人生中重要的十二种生活领域，而第十二宫又称为玄秘宫，顾名思义，此宫与秘密、黑暗、隐退、遁世、鬼神、暗小人、医院、监狱有关。在心里层面上，第十二宫常有逃避现实或自我牺牲的特质呈现。

当星盘中的火星落入了第十二宫，你的精力可能会发挥在一些具有秘密性质的目标上，或是你对于个人的目标与欲望会有习惯性的隐藏或闭塞，喜欢进行一些私下且具有隐密性的行动，性格上容易有暗中采取行动的倾向，因此有机会从事幕后或秘密性质的工作，有暗自牺牲奉献的倾向。

木星巨蟹座 29°40'56" 第2宫(财帛宫)

木星是占星学中的第一大吉星，象征着扩张、成长与幸运，若发挥在精神层面，则代表着宗教、哲学、道德、高等教育等，若发挥在身体层次，则代表长途旅行、国外旅游，木星的呈现方式是属于正义、正直的，所以也常与法律有关。占星家常透过木星所落入的星座来诠释个人的宗教、哲学与道德的理念，以及乐观的程度，并且透过木星所落入的宫位来推论个人在那一生活领域最容易获得幸运与发展。

占星学透过后天十二宫来象征人生中重要的十二种生活领域，而第二宫称为财帛宫，顾名思义，此宫与金钱、动产、正财、资产、个人资源、有价证券有关。俗语说：「财为养命之源」，第二宫主宰了个人一生所拥有的资源多寡，如何获得与运用。

当星盘中的木星落入了第二宫，对于金钱或物质你将不吝于与人分享，可称得上是一个慷慨的人。正财运不错，可能常有很多赚钱的门路，有机会可以透过教育、知识、旅游、宗教、哲学、法律等领域来获得财富。虽然在金钱方面你不虞匮乏，或是自己有着良好的赚钱能力与机会，但也应注意不要过于挥霍无度或奢华，对钱财过于轻率反而将造成财务危机。

土星魔羯座 19°47'15" 第8宫(疾厄宫)

土星是占星学定义中的凶星，象征着限制、收缩、不幸。若发挥在心理层面，则代表悲观、压抑与责任；若发挥在行为层面，则代表传统与保守。此外，土星着重于次序性与稳定性，常与结构和组织相关，因此也代表土地与建筑。占星家常透过土星所落入的星座来诠释个人面对各种压力、责任与困难的表现态度，并且透过土星落入的宫位来推论个人在哪一个生活领域最容易担负责任、面临压力或困难。

占星学透过后天十二宫来象征人生中重要的十二种生活领域，而第八宫又称为疾厄宫，顾名思义，此宫与生死有关，而死亡后的遗产继承也归第八宫主管。除此之外，第八宫也代表他人钱财，例如另一半的财富、保险、税务、金融贷款等。

当星盘中的土星落入了第八宫，你在婚姻或合伙关系中，将容易产生财务压力与困难，因此无论在商业上或日常生活中，你与他人的钱财往来都应特别小心谨慎，若无一定之必要，钱财上的合作关系应越少越好，否则将容易面临金融贷款、税务（特别是遗产税）或是倒债的风险。在心理层面上，你有时常压抑心里的欲望，导致对性有些冷感，或者是恐惧死亡。

天王星魔羯座 5°56'20" 第7宫(夫妻宫)
海王星魔羯座 12° 9'58" 第7宫(夫妻宫)
冥王星天蝎座 15° 6'19" 第5宫(男女宫)

浅谈占星四大尖轴与南北交点

上升、下降、天顶与天底在占星中被称为四大尖轴，代表着人生中四个非常重要的生活领域，如生命、伴侣、事业、家庭等，您可以观察这四个交点来推论个人命盘中相关生活领域的状态...

你可千万别以为我们常听到的上升星座是真的有颗星落入某个星座！其实它是地平圈与黄道圈的东方交叉点，在占星学中被称为命度。它是第一宫（命宫）的起始点，代表生命的开端，而命度所在的星座就被叫做上升星座（ASC）。上升有一个兄弟叫做下降，也就是地平圈与黄道圈的西方交叉点，它是第七宫（夫妻宫）的起始点，代表另一半的状态，我们称它为下降星座（DES）。

事实上在星盘还有另外两个重要的交点，分别是天顶与天底。天顶是子午经圈与黄道圈的上方交叉点，它是第十宫（事业宫）的起始点，代表名望与成就，而天顶所在的星座自然就被称为天顶星座（MC）。同样地，天顶也有一个兄弟叫做天底，也就是子午经圈与黄道圈的下方交叉点，它是第四宫（家庭宫）的起始点，代表根源与家族，而天底所在的星座被称为天底星座（IC）。

上升星座 Ascendant (ASC) 双子座 20°52'32"

下降星座 Descendant (DES) 射手座 20°52'32"
天顶星座 Medium Coeli (MC) 双鱼座 17°39'41"
天底星座 Immum Coeli (IC) 处女座 17°39'41"
北交点 North Node 水瓶座 7°15'44"

哪一个星座比较能代表我？

您是否曾经想过一个问题，星座命盘中有那么多颗星体，而每颗星体都会落入十二星座中的一个，究竟哪一个星座比较能代表我的个性呢？

相信对星座稍微有点研究的朋友都知道，一个人的性格不太可能只有被一个星座所决定。就像大家常讨论的太阳星座，其实只是性格中的一部分，星盘中还有月亮星座、上升星座等，甚至连命主星星座都存在一定的影响。

除此之外，人的个性是很多元的，在不同的情境下，可能有不同的表现方式，很难一概而论。例如有人在日常生活中可能是个大剌剌的射手座，但是在爱情里，却表现的像个纤细的处女座。

说到这里，相信大家已经明白一件事：每个人的性格可能会受到好几个星座影响。根据占星学理论，星体距离地球越近，影响力将越显著。因此占星学者常依据个人星盘中各个星体的重要程度，分别设定不同的加权分数，以计算出个人受到十二星座性格的影响程度。
占星之门星座命盘中的星座比例，是采用了太阳、月亮、水星、金星、火星、木星、土星、天王星、海王星、冥王星、命主星、上升星座、南交点等星体，透过不同加权分数去计算得到。

牡羊座 0%
金牛座 5%
雙子座 20%
巨蟹座 22%
狮子座 Top! 28%
处女座 20%
天秤座 0%
天蝎座 1%
射手座 0%
魔羯座 4%
水瓶座 0%
双鱼座 0%

三方四正星座比例

不知道你是否曾经想过，牡羊、狮子与射手同属火象星座，这三者究竟有什么不同呢？另外，我们常听到的固定宫有金牛、狮子、天蝎与水瓶，这四个之间又有什么差异呢？其实你可以朝三方四正的观念来找答案。

黄道十二星座可以按照每个星座的共通特性来做归类，而三方四正就是最常见的分类方式。也许三方四正这个名词离你很遥远，但文章继续往下走，你会发现原来你都听过，只是不知道他们叫做三方四正而已。

三方(Triplicities)

三方就是将十二星座按照四大元素（土、火、风、水）分类，每一类包含三个星座：

土象(Earth)：魔羯座、金牛座、处女座
火象(Fire)：牡羊座、狮子座、射手座
风象(Air)：天秤座、水瓶座、双子座
水象(Water)：巨蟹座、天蝎座、双鱼座

请试着发挥想象力，火元素应该有什么特质呢？火非常灼热，可以产生光亮，具有很强的挥发性等等。如果把火的特质套用到人身上，可以想象火象的朋友可能会比较热情、热心、阳光、行动力强、速度快等等。根据四大元素，我们可以找出星座间的某些共通特质。但是同样都是火象星座，牡羊、狮子与射手三个有什么不同啊？

四正(Quadruplicities)

四正就是将十二星座按照启动、固定、变动分成三大组，每一组内的星座不是四分相(又称为刑克; 90度)，就是二分相(又称为对冲; 180度)：

启动(Cardinal)：牡羊座、巨蟹座、天秤座、魔羯座
固定(Fixed)：金牛座、狮子座、天蝎座、水瓶座
变动(Mutable)：双子座、处女座、射手座、双鱼座

若你仔细观察可能会发现，四个启动星座正好是春夏秋冬开始，因此占星学者就认为这四个星座具有开创、初始、行动等特性。了解启动星座的原理，相信接下来的固定与变动星座就难不倒你了。固定星座正好是四季的中间，象征接续、持续、稳定等特质。最后，变动星座是四季的结尾，即将迈入新的季节，因此象征变化、转变、喜新厌旧等特质。

行文至此，相信你已经可以回答最初的问题了。虽然牡羊、狮子与射手同为火象星座，但牡羊是火象的启动星座，他的开创性、行动力最强。狮子则是火象的固定星座，具有较佳的稳定性与持续性。火象最后的射手则是属于变动星座，是火象中最易变与最不定性的星座。所以同样是火象星座，各自还是有些不同的特质。

恭喜你现在已经拥有区分星座间共同与相异特质的能力，但我必须把文章导向正途，也就是本文真正要谈的问题：「三方四正星座比例。」

占星学者常以星盘中的行星、上升与天顶等星座位置来计算出三方四正星座各占的比例，藉此来了解一个人的性格取向。当一个人有某些特别凸显的比例时，就代表相对应的特质将在他的生命中特别显著。

三方星座星座比例

火象星座 16.67%
土象星座 41.67%
风象星座 8.33%
水象星座 33.33%

四正星座星座比例

启动星座 41.67%
固定星座 33.33%
变动星座 25%

命主星与宫主星
在古典占星中经常透过命主星与宫主星的飞布，来探讨我们在各项生活领域的状态，例如财务、事业、爱情、健康等等，命主星与宫主星在论断实务中，是相当重要且基本的，因此本文特别介绍命主星与宫主星的意义，透过简单的查表，就可以找出自己的命主星与宫主星喔。

命主星是什么？

所谓的命主星就是我们常听到的上升星座(ASC)的守护星，上升星座是后天十二宫的起始点，象征着生命的开端，代表着自己、自我认同与个人秉赋等，在占星学中具有相当重要的地位，而命主星是由上升星座衍生而来，重要性当然可想而知，但是从命主星可以得到更多上升星座所不能透露的信息。

命主星用来干麻？

命主星象征着自己，我们可以从命主星所在的星座与宫位，来探讨命主的个性以及人生重点发展领域，例如命主星落在处女座，个人可能带有处女座天生的细心与整洁，又命主星落在第五宫，小孩、恋爱、创作等领域，将成为命主的发展重心，除此之外，我们还可以透过命主星与其他行星的相位，看出人生中各项生活领域与人物的互动关系，命主星同时也与个人的生命力有关，应用相当广泛。

我的命主星是谁？

您可以透过下表得知，其中需要注意的是天蝎、水瓶、双鱼，这三个星座的主星有两个，这是因为近代发现天王星、海王星、冥王星后，占星家将其分别分配给这三个星座，并采取现代主星与古典主星共管(Co-ruler)的态度。

星座古典主星现代主星

牡羊座火星
金牛座金星
双子座水星
巨蟹座月亮
狮子座太阳
处女座水星
天秤座金星
天蝎座火星冥王星
射手座木星
魔羯座土星
水瓶座土星天王星
双鱼座木星海王星

宫主星

基本上宫主星的找法跟命主星一样，例如第二宫始点在魔羯座，从上表得知，第二宫主星就是土星，宫主星原理跟命主星大致相同，都是用来代表某个生活领域的状态，例如第二宫代表我们的财务，因此第二宫主星就是我们所谓的财帛宫主星，你可以透过这颗星的飞布，来得知自己的财务状况。

十二宫位宫位始点古典主星现代主星

第1宫(命宫) 双子座 20°52'32" 水星
第2宫(财帛宫) 巨蟹座 18° 3' 5" 月亮
第3宫(兄弟宫) 狮子座 16°30'41" 太阳
第4宫(田宅宫) 处女座 17°39'41" 水星
第5宫(男女宫) 天秤座 20°21'54" 金星
第6宫(奴仆宫) 天蝎座 21°48' 3" 火星冥王星
第7宫(夫妻宫) 射手座 20°52'32" 木星
第8宫(疾厄宫) 魔羯座 18° 3' 5" 土星
第9宫(迁移宫) 水瓶座 16°30'41" 土星天王星
第10宫(官禄宫) 双鱼座 17°39'41" 木星海王星
第11宫(福德宫) 牡羊座 20°21'54" 火星
第12宫(玄秘宫) 金牛座 21°48' 3" 金星

相位(Aspect)

在占星学中，行星、小行星(如凯龙星)、阿拉伯点以及敏感点(如ASC、MC)等，若彼此形成特定角度关系，在容许度(Orb)范围内，就可以称为相位(Aspect)。

例如太阳在处女座2度，月亮在处女座5度，太阳与月亮相差3度，尚在合相的容许度范围内(6~8度)，因此我们就可以称太阳与月亮为合相。又例如水星在双子座10度，金星在天秤座6度，水星与金星相差4度，尚在三分相的容许度范围内(6度)，因此我们称金星与水星具有三分相。

相位可以分为主要相位(Major aspect)与次要相位(Minor aspect)两种，应用上应以主要相位为主，而主要相位也就是我们常听到的托乐密相位：

主要相位：

名称距离容许度吉凶意义

合相 0度 6～8度不一定视行星而定
二分相 180度 6～8度凶对立、冲突
三分相 120度 6度吉协调、顺畅
四分相 90度 6度凶困难、摩擦
六分相 60度 3度吉机会、和谐

次要相位：

名称距离容许度吉凶意义

十二分相 30度 1.5度吉帮助、和谐
十二分之五相 150度 1.5度凶疾病
半四分相 45度 1.5度凶紧张、激怒
八分之二相 135度 1.5度凶焦虑

行星A 行星B 相位附注

太阳火星四分相 90°
月亮天王星二分相 180°
月亮海王星二分相 180°
水星火星三分相 120°
水星土星三分相 120°
金星木星合相 0°
金星北交点二分相 180°
火星土星三分相 120°
海王星冥王星六分相 60

p.s.有bold的一段是我的成绩。

The Latest News

2010-10-29T02:48:00.001+08:00

I somehow insisted to write a post tonight.

Nothing much happened in my life recently.

The latest news- Gym went perfectly fine today, out of my expectation. Well I was expecting that I would be dizzy again after an hour of the training. It turned out fine and I'm more confident to continue towards the next training. Tiamo, a new store opened in The Gardens which sells ballet flats, which according to HC, is a store quite well known for not selling heels, so perfect for me! Ended up I bought four pairs of flats. wee!

I know life has been fantastic and boring in its own ways. Sometimes when I read news about my friends in university I doubted whether I would be much happier if I'm in university like them.

Living like a princess recently. It's kind of great, but it can be better, like some life-enriching experiences would be much preferred. I couldn't dare to ask for it till he mentioned that I would be allowed to do what are considered to be the girl stuff, and that staying pretty would make me less depressed.

And so for me, I went kind of overboard. Got a personal trainer so that a slim and fit body figure can be achieved. Signed a facial contract which I have never done before. Plan to get manicure and pedicure monthly, which I used to thought that it's enough doing them by myself, which is not the case anymore. Shopping, has been done pretty often lately, followed by the mood. Travelling, flight tickets and hotels are booked. Sabah, went twice or thrice? I couldn't remember. It was one of the dreams to go to beaches in Sabah, which I heard that it's quite expensive and beautiful, is currently not that appreciated anymore. Not that I don't enjoy the trips, it's just that it's no longer the most sought after vacation.

But still, I hope that soon, I'll get to do something meaningful. Like college maybe? Or, walking down streets of Manhattan?

p.s. Reading back the old memories, I was claimed by my close friends to be the most cheerful girl among them. Seems like I've changed a lot huh?

Queen

2010-10-24T02:34:00.000+08:00

A queen you would make me,
a future king you claimed yourself to be.
How on earth did I landed on you,
I would never understand.

It seems far too surreal,
but typical at the same time.
It might be fate that we are an item,
or you may just be a dot in my history.

A gentleman may always be a girl's dream,
but a witty boy is always my cup of tea.
Gemini oh Gemini, you have always been my favourite.
Being pushed away, you've never been included under my expectations.

A princess you used to make me,
slowly pulling me towards the prince's arms.
No I did not realize what had happened,
until it was far too late.

Blind I was, fireworks around me.
This is love, then I knew.
Tears I used to have, were replaced by smiles.
Oh you're my prince, and hopefully, the future king you will be!

Princess

2010-10-24T02:03:00.000+08:00

I'm living my dream now.
Well, the first step to my dream.

I have goals.
Feel like a princess.
And yet I could not just enjoy and take it for granted.

Need to prove myself.
That there is something I can be proud of.

There is still fear.
Fear of falling from heaven.
No worries.
I have my roots firmly on the ground.

I have my angel.
And I'll be your angel.

I miss you

2010-10-04T01:36:00.001+08:00

He didn't call tonight.

I know there might be some difficulty being abraod to call. He seldom miss his calls. We have been talking before bed every night we started this relationship.

It really does hurt when you miss someone so badly. It makes you wanna marry that person like right now! Or moving into a place with him so that you can be together always. Or to just sacrifice things and fly to anywhere with him.

It's that crazy. Love is crazy.

I wanna cry but it doesn't help.
Night.

Sign of maturity?

2010-09-17T18:47:00.002+08:00

It's a great day.

Hc came over, I get to see him after Penang as I will be missing him so much. I woke up at 10 in the morning, which is considered very early for me. Went to gym with hc and leon. Enjoyed working out today as hc acted as my personal trainer, he definitely pushed me hard. :) then we played basketball for like ten to fifteen mins. It was fun. :D

Back from Penang, I got inspired while watching tv. I feel like I have changed since yesterday. I feel like quitting ballet, my lil girly dream. I think I have changed my mind, to start acting like adults. I feel good now like I'm finally having goals. Things don't matter anymore. I'm more focused now, knowing what I wanna do.

:)

2010-09-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

I find myself suck at creating titles.

**********

Just got back from Penang. It's always lovely to go on a vacation with my family. We were going on a tough life, we needed a short break. Things went bad when we reached home. I thought after few days of happy empty minded trip, I was gonna be emotional again, seeing it as a bad ending. Dad showed humor towards this case, I felt better cuz of him. :) It was a hard separation. If you know what I mean. The whole trip and that pig. It would be best if we would stay together everyday just like we did. My love for him grows.

*******

Thought of the day, I don't find myself being envious like I did today while viewing pictures of people on Facebook. I take it easy and got inspiration about what I might wanna do, realistically.

Thoughts of the day

2010-09-10T17:06:00.001+08:00

I like spending my time on bed chilling out with some classical music. It's the perfect moment of peace.It's time to realize that you can't get everything for the best. Instead choose what's most suitable for you.Ignore people's judgements. Cuz there are always good and bad ones. Do what you feel the most comfortable. It's your life, not theirs.When the emotions burst, it's scary cuz you dunno when you will finally have the courage to end your life. It's the eruption that you can't control. I guess a therapist will come in handy.

2010-09-09T04:53:00.000+08:00

I don't like to be common. And yet Im struggling trying to be common. It's difficult being a seriously confused person. An idea of starting a blogshop interests me. Lost faith in myself. Pessimistic. Inconfident. Feel ugly. It's as though I'm fighting a disease that I have. It's a battle against myself everyday. P.s. I like you. Hope to have a close friendship with you. Cuz I see you in me.

,,|,,

2010-08-29T03:08:00.000+08:00

I am going crazy. I can see that I am constantly making what others said as hobby as my college major. It's a huge commitment, four year of college, and it's a huge amount of money. Hate real life. Hate it when people advise you to major in Business, Economics, Marketing or Advertising. FFF it. I live in fantasy. I hate real life. Going to college makes me miserable. Hate the fact that those realistic major are the only choices left. Reality are stopping us from pursuing the arts as MONEY is so important. AHHHHH.

I have no dream

2010-08-22T21:09:00.003+08:00

The most pathetic thing I have faced recently is to live without a dream. Well everyone should have dreams right? Dreams to get rich, to be a doctor, be a dancer or be a successful person in business etc. I have none!! I just know that I love ballet and would like to learn some musical instrument, travel around the world and shopping the rest? None! These are the things I'm able to get now. What more can I ask for?

I would definitely be taking short courses here and there, but a college major which costs four years is too much of a commitment to me. Thus if it's not something I really passionate about, it's not worth the investment of time and money and the commitment.

I dunno. People have been telling me, it doesn't mattter what you study in college, you might not even be working in the field you had studied in. But I wanna study with curiousity and passion!!! I don't even feel like applying to any major, I feel guilty doing so, like I'm cheating on them, cuz I don't have feelings for them at all!

I've read this somewhere today, people are always so hard on themselves, as they feel irresponsible doing things they enjoy, which means if you feel difficult doing something, it's like fulfilling a responsibility. Well that's me! Books aren't my thing. Just because I read sometimes, enjoy writing articles other than dancing and singing, it doesn't mean I have to pursue an English major. I read about parents asking for their daughters about the colleges with a good creative writing program. She has written some stories, and read a book in three days, but me? I could say that I literally HATE literature. Sigh........

I wouldn't have any problem to enjoy what I have now, if it wasn't because of the responsibility thing. I'm okay with not having a degree and a job. I would be totally happy just with ballet and piano lessons, and the occassional grooming session and vacation trips. But reality in life makes me unable to do so without worrying about my future! Ugh!

I'm worried about myself

2010-08-04T04:43:00.001+08:00

"it's not about how you look, not about material, it's about the inside"

It's here again. These days, I sleep around 4 or 5 in the morning, being waken up twice around 8 or 9 in the morning, get back to sleep again till 1 in the afternoon, or usually having trouble falling asleep again after being woken up due to sinus( but I usually fall sleep in the end). And today, god knows why, with the same routine again, after being woken up to open the gate for my visiting bf and later to drink the fresh juice made by my hardworking mom, sinus hit again, couldn't really fall asleep then. The weather and the bed was so hot, with the air-cond switched off, I was feeling so annoyed and uncomfortable that there was no way I could fall asleep again no matter how sleepy I was.

After he left, I felt so bad that I started crying and screaming in the sheets. It was like the old feeling had came back. The feeling of helplessness, the urge to hurt myself, was back again for that moment. I hated being woken up every single day like this and yet I couldn't blame those who woke me up cause I was the one who is still on the bed when everyone else was awake.

I used to have suicidal thoughts. But now I'm better because of my boyfriend. I couldn't believe that I still couldn't control my mind and emotions. I have really low EQ. I could literally change from a happy cheerful mood to feeling ugly in a crowd and immediately leaving the scene without bothering about the other's feelings.

The feeling when it strikes, you feel that you are on the edge towards depression, and luckily I'm not bringing my imagination to life by hurting myself again. I don't know whether it is necessary to consult a professional or anyone helpful so that I can control my mind better.

Dreading a simple life of a little girl

2010-07-20T14:50:00.001+08:00

Emotional dramatic expensive taste manhattan apartment fashion make up clothes jewelry shoes bags luxurious hotels high salary jobs dress up LASIK designer stuff

A friend's high school photo reminded me of my own high school photo. No I don't have the photo here, as I remember I hardly take any pictures during that period of time.

You know, as you grow up, you realize the reality of this world we are all living in. You realize that, although love has always been important to you, that when you had a crush on some guy in your school, love was the only thing that mattered. We used to say that,"we both love each other, it doesn't matter how much we earn, as long as there's love."

Ok, perhaps it would be better if I myself be the subject. After high school, like the others, the graduation symbolises a newfound freedom. I got to choose my own clothes my own hairstyle my own major and minor in college. It was like getting to see the real world for the first time. I started to wear heels and make up. I realized that I'm more a dress to jeans person. I wanted a new laptop with the best features. I stopped asking for permissions to hang out with friends or go on dates. I looked at what a woman should do and have. I started asking for more. I didn't realize that part of my school mates had lost their virtues during high school. I didn't know that there were fake smiles on my school mates' faces.

I remember how I used to look when I was in high school. The glasses, the ponytail with bare forehead, the messy eyebrows and the hair which lacks of trimming. My first thought was, "I used to look so nerdy but I neither realized nor cared. As I thought further, I started to miss that girl.

No no, I don't have the dramatic change, I'm still quite the same person. But I miss the girl, who didn't care much other than friendships and boys and prefect duties and academics. Life was so simple. There may be ups and downs, but those were silly and unnecessary.

Dressing up and looking presentable used to be my priority whenever I leave the house. Getting into the best college at the best location was what I dreamed of. But now, I'm starting to have enough of them, and there was just a year or two of life like that! I couldn't care much more about how I look or which college I get into, as long as I feel comfortable and confident in what I wear and I pursue the major I'm most passionate in. I may be pursuing a life out of ordinary, and own as many designer products as I want, but a simple life, is the one everyone should definitely has and would be the happiest with.

I guess, when you grow up you tend to learn more and ask for more. Occasionally, you wish to have a break from all that dreams and greed and just be a happy little girl.

p.s. Mothers should have a break sometimes between children and housechores and their jobs, and my post was quite confusing.

Help please.

2010-07-18T03:53:00.000+08:00

I'm ruined!!!! Totally!!

Am I so indecisive? It sucks when you change your mind and became unsure about what you do. Seriously,I hate being an international student. Do I have to fly all the way back to my country to get a sealed copy of my high school transcript sent by the examination council if I want a transfer? Gosh.

Please tell me what's right. I need listeners and I can't decide and I can't sleep and I get more confused as I think further. Somehow, I wish to be hospitalized.

Digital natives

2010-07-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

Do you think being a 'digital natives', a term for the generation that has grown up using computers, according to Star newspaper today, brings you closer to people, or keeps you apart from them?

It might seem to bring you closer to your friends and family, making it easier for you to keep up with their recent news and whereabouts, enabling you to pass messages around a large group of society in a split of second and getting to look at the pictures taken few minutes before. But for me, it lacks of something.

The feeling of talking face-to-face with somebody is totally different than giving comments on one's post on Facebook. All these times by staying connected with friends online, I have this fresh happy feeling whenever I come home from meeting my bunch of friends at the nearby food stall. I say that it's refreshing. Like feeling alive again.

Although we can stay connected online when we are forced to stay apart, you yearn to go back so that you can meet them, your loved ones. 'Cause it gives you that feeling, when you talk face-to-face, seeing the facial expressions, looking at them being prettier, thinner or healthier, you can feel the whole person. And you get to hug them, punch them, feel them. While online, all you see are 'non-moving' pictures and words, which are limited to express how you literally feel at the moment.

On the other hand, I can't deny that there's something good with it. For those who are usually shy in front of the others, they are quite talkative when they chat online. That might be the only chance for he or she to really open up and express themselves.

All of us, or at least I do, admit that I couldn't possibly live not signing in Facebook, Twitter, MSN or Skype for more than few days. I had been so annoyed by how addictive I was, or still, am. The convenience of getting touch with all the latest news and gossips of the people and the world couldn't stop me from signing out and doing other much important stuff. Often, I have the desire to go on a vacation, somewhere you couldn't get a signal to go online, just to relax and empty my mind, which have been overstuffed by all the infos. Do you feel the same?

I can't tell

2010-06-25T01:47:00.000+08:00

I told you I feel insecure. I explained to you how and what it is. But I can't tell you I seriously feel so, that I often broke down and cry when I'm alone. I can't tell what led to this.

X narcissism

2010-06-14T19:58:00.000+08:00

What is the acronym of narcissism? That's me right now.

Whenever I dress up, looking at the mirror, I feel pretty and confident. When I see people, everyone is great to me. From that moment, I feel ugly and inferior, then I wanna leave that place, hide myself, and be alone.

Yesterday after reading Yan ling's post which tells us to be confident and that we should like ourselves, that our flaws are our uniqueness. I felt a little bit better, telling myself that I should be like what she said.

The next day, I dress up, went on public, looked at everyone, and felt ugly and inferior. So I ran away, hiding myself. When I'm alone, I am relieved and feel better.

I tried to be that confident chick, who doesn't care about her flaws, and shine with her true confidence and uniqueness. But I just can't.

Typical teen feeling fat

2010-06-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

I can finally feel the influence of reading too many fashion magazines. Everyday I'm watching those models in gorgeous clothes, especially during this summer season, which bikinis are prioritized. Watching their gorgeous long legs on the magazines, with the reflection of my 50-50 body, the tummy which is never flat since I was born, the untoned arms which are predicted to be like butterflies in the future because of my mon's gene unless I work out crazily like those celebs, the hips, when wearing jeans, is never parallel with my legs and lastly, the face which had gone chubbier than before.

Been at home for months, with no school and no work, I guess my metabolism rate fell rapidly. I messed up my sleeping habit, fail to fall asleep every night until it hits three in the morning. Sleeping late as I enjoy the calm and quiet nights, waking up late as there's nothing interesting for me to do in the morning. Sleeping late means supper for almost every night. Supper every night, the main contributor of my fatty tissues.

It reached a point that it's obvious that I'm one or two sizes larger, even when I can still fit in medium size clothes like before. I feel ashamed. I dun feel like going in public. I bought nice dresses but not confident enough to wear them. I wish I could swim in my bikini when I hit the beach but I feel nauseous watching myself on a bikini.

Perhaps I should get working immediately but I put my hopes on my college time. I hope that when I start to get myself busy, I'll continue with the busy schedule and include lots of gym session and ballet lessons and grocery shopping and walking to class. Hopefully it all work as I've imagined.

Ending this post and the hungriness strikes once more. Please kindly leave me alone, hungriness sucks.

It hurts

2010-06-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

I wish to give you a hug, to say that it hurts watching you suffer and giving up.
I wish to be your big rock, to protect you, to give you the help you need.
I wish to be your greatest support, to let you know that I'm here with lots of love, that whatever happens, you'll still have me.

Because of you, I feel the pain in my heart. You were there for me, although there was nothing you can help, when I was in despair. And now for you perhaps, and for me it seems, that we are about to face a dead end. I wish you have figure out a route for yourself and us, cuz for me I have totally no idea of what to do.

I tried my best to help. I gave you what I have. That's the best I can do, although I have been looking for another more effective way to help. If this ends badly, I will somehow still blame myself, for being useless.

I am in the best time of my life. I was feeling like the luckiest person in the world. I got what I'd wanted.

It hurts, not being able to share those great fortunes I have with you. I thought, if you give me some time, I would be able to be your guardian when I have the wealth fortune and power. But it seems that I don't have the time to prepare myself for you, that you need help now.

You're the greatest dad in the world. You may have your flaws, but you gave me a happy loving family. I didn't believe in men before. Always prepare myself that one day maybe my family will face divorce problems, that for me man will somehow fall in love with another woman, that my dad might be that man too.

But now nothing matters anymore. I just want you to smile. I miss your loving gentle smile. It's lost for a long time. I hope you can stand up, have faith, believe in miracles(they happen to me), don't give up, brace yourself. If we ever reach the ground of a deep hole, it's okay, as long as we all stay together, healthy and loving each other. :)

Puzzled

2010-06-09T18:07:00.010+08:00

Had a trip to Ikea to look for what I want for my new apartment. Nothing really caught my eye. Tried on summer dresses in MNG in The Curve. A flowery summer dress was a perfect fit on me. But it was kinda expensive as a daytime dress. Disappointed.

Which made me had a thought on everything. It's sad when you couldn't afford on a dress. I could understand why people wanna start making their own clothes, just because they couldn't afford them, think Jenny Humphrey. You thought, it would be great if I ever spotted a gorgeous Dolce and Gabbana dress (Scarlett Johansson rocked in a D&G green lacy tube dress recently in MTV Movie Awards) but couldn't afford it, I could just sew one for myself? If I major in fashion design, I could have any dresses I want. :o

But nah, I don't wanna be a designer. :) Designing is such a headache, I wanna live peacefully, not competing with those girls in the fashion industry. It wouldn't be worth it to waste my time on that just because I wanna make myself free high-fashion dresses.

Meh. No option but to stick to what I'd planned. Do what you are passionate about, earn more money with it, then splurge on the dresses. :D

The whole point is that my life is such a confusion, that I somehow have no clue on what I truly want. I'm indifferent but a perfectionist. Opt for a simple and peaceful life but would love to have an exciting but extraodinary experiences. Black and white seem to be contemporary and attractive, but colors look great too. Love pastels, excited about yellow, red and orange. A peace-lover, but revenge always sound exciting. Life is a whirlpool. In this moment I'm heading towards this direction, the next second I aim for another route. You never expect what's gonna happen or crush onto you. Just like I never expected to be able to pursue my dream in NYC and live in an apartment in Manhattan. The next moment I might be even losing my current home, or my dearest relative, or becoming addicted with marijuana, who knows.

:) I like it when I sound like a tough girl. I may be delicate on the outside, but deep inside, I hoped to be a Bond girl. Never expect me to obey those who think they have authority or control over me, even if you're my partner's mother. It'll be fun to go against you. MEH.

+++++ Eventually, it is decided that I will get the dress. Muahahahaha.